


Ever felt like you've just wanted to scream your loudest? Or to just sit in the middle of your room and cry for hours? For reasons unknown to me, today just makes me feel like that. Maybe the stress of school and friendships disintegrating? This headache that has been bugging me all day, maybe? Or maybe just exhaustion from babysitting and the school day? Or maybe the constant low temps outdoors are getting to me? I don't know, but whatever it is, I wish it would get over with.
Let's see. Kayla for some reason wants nothing to do with me. I haven't figured out exactly her reasons, but whatever they are I'd like to know. Maybe I said something stupid that got her angry? Something for me to contemplate tonight. Raymond and Justin don't want anything to do with me either. I know their reasons though. It's because I'm still best friends with Miranda and refuse to side with them against her. What else am I to do? I know she has anger issues, but she is still my best friends....for 8 years!!! Dan has moved to some town that I can't even pronounce and has't bothered to contact any of us, he doesn't even know what happened with Miranda and Raymond yet. Now the only people that actually talk to me are Chris and Mike which are okay. Mike's a royal pain in the butt though. Celeste also talks to me, but she's the worst person to be around because she thinks she's better than everyone, and she manages to point it out every time she talks to me!! ARGH! I'm so stressed out right now.
My head hurts like crazy today too, I think I should just go lay down on my bed and sleep until Monday. Yeah. That sounds good. Too bad it doesn't happen like that. Eventually I've got to get up and do homework, and other meaningless things.
So far the only good thing I see coming is that it's the weekend, and February vacation is coming up, and next week is winter carnival.
I need a vacation!!!! Florida sounds nice about now.
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